Alright. Maybe not. I have been a big time slacker lately. My life may not be extraordinary, but it is certainly special in many different ways. Life is just.. so amazing. Sometimes I wonder if my life insurance quotes actually reflect how awesome and vast creation can be. More than just monetary values.

It is ironic how I really wanted to qualify by age 23. It is even more ironic how I am not even half way through my undergrad at this point of passing age 23. While the LW has qualified and turned quarter of a century old, her PA is still a struggling junior.

How sad! But how amazing plans unfold.. dreams get realised, not without any twists.. and hopes crushed.

I went for a run. In a near-zero celcius evening. It was freezing. I was in shorts and hoodie only. While running, I was thinking of my very distant American dream. Sometimes, I just wish to quit everything and start afresh in a new place. I might even want to hunt for south jersey jobs and just be contented with life in the States. But of course, that is just a dream.

What is not a dream?

The reality. The reality is, I have more than 2 years before I even qualify with a paper degree that would be deemed useless unless I do a two-year internship or training and another 3 years of civil service before I even get registered officially. Not to mention, my decade long bond…

Sometimes I wonder.. is it really worth it?

All the days of my life, I want to serve You!

This is going to be my theme for this year! Yay!!! I woke up today, being quarter of century old, I just have a conviction in my heart that my life belongs to God and all the days of my life, I am going to serve God! My life is never the same since He changed my life, nearly 12 years ago.

Even though sometimes we might lost out grip on God, but He’ll never let go of us!!

I want to dwell in His house, all the days of my life! ^^

I am running out of time.

My life has hit quarter of a century.

Oh no!!!!!! NO!!!!!

But no matter what I feel, it does not stop the time! Just got the live each moment to max!

^^

Just found out I must report my taxation soon. Dateline end of April. Just for next year’s taxation, I shall keep all receipts – such as receipt printer, receipts for computer or even insurances!!
Argh….the pay is so low, yet I’m being taxed!

=.=

Though I haven been dreaming of what I’d become when I am quarter of century old,…well, I’m here now!

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For the Lord your God is living among you.
He is a mighty savior.
He will take delight in you with gladness.
With his love, he will calm all your fears.
He will rejoice over you with joyful songs
Zephaniah 3:17 (New Living Translation)

A powerful promise from God!

In the midst of busy-ness, we tend to forget what God has already done for us and is going to do for us. If we push God aside, then we miss out all the wonderful and great blessings that He has for us.

Praise God for today! There is no words to express how GREAT and WONDERFUL my God is! ^^ This is another day full of His great blessings!

Have you miss God today? Just take a minute and soaked yourself in His presence and let Him renew you! God always welcomes us back no matter how far we have diverted.

why can’t people just say what they really feel? and not hide it or try to cover it up??

it just makes things more complicated than it should.  But what makes us cover up our feelings and thought? something to ponder about.

^^

It’s finally end of February. And soon, I’ll be a quarter century old. =p And I think I’m going through a-quarter-of-a-century crisis now. I suppose everyone will face this when they reach a-quarter-of-a-century old! I wish I can have more time. Just feel that I’m missing our so much because of work and being held back in so many things because of calls!

But I believe every second is a blessing from God! So, though the seconds, minutes and hours are not enough, God’s grace is always more than enough for us! ^^

p/s argh! i cant make the font of my posts bigger!

do you know what is most disappointing for a blogger? it is when there is NO comments!!!!

Just for those that are not sure where I was away, well, basically I’m in a new department now and for me to get used to it, I have to work from 6.30am-11pm everyday for 7-10 days. I’m currently at day 7 now. If the boss that is working at night is good, then we get an early off, like today!

I’ll try to update more myself next time. ^^