January 25th, 2010 at 11:39 pm
PA entry: How to save lives
I feel very, very discouraged.I am almost in tears now.
In the hospital today, I was trying to make myself useful. I failed ALL my attempts to do venepuncture. At the end, I just got so disgusted at myself. I felt like strangling myself. It is just so, so disappointing!
Why am I always so bad in things? Whether it is looks, studies or relationships.. I never excel in anything. Is it because I do not try enough? Or I lack confidence? Or I am just not good enough??
I am sorry I had to use this blog to rant it out. This is the only way I could protect my identity.
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