We could be real good friends but never as colleagues!!

Today was fun…did stab PD! It was scary..even till now, it feels like a dream. Did it really happen? A dream…like having wedding cake toppers. Anyway, a busy day, hours feels like minutes and minutes seconds.

Anyway, a friend gave me a smell of Bvalgari blv II. Amazing! This will be my next target! =p

Life is like a perfume….if you spray too much of it, it tend to lost it’s smell. If you just keep moving on and not stop and look around, you tend to miss out the good things in life.

True or not? I’m still figuring out…

Inception! I’m looking for the movie in store yet! I missed it on the cinema and when I try to buy it..no where to be found! =((

Anyway, life goes on as usual. The sun rises and sets everyday despite me being emotionally unstable…..meaning, no matter how I feel..life still goes on and it is up to me to decide the course of my life!

^^

Wanted to splurge on lots of items yesterday but due to some brain cells still functioning, I decided not too. Save it till the end of the month! Hopefully I’m not oncall then! haha…… ^^

Today’s sunset is beautiful…though I didnt see the sun, the sky told me so! Can anyone tell me you feel the same way as I do? The draggy feeling of going to work and facing people and the forced smile I have to put up just because I am expected to. Who can understand me?

Just saw one of my friend being posted for relieving in Hospital Sarikei. Definitely a very new and beautiful hospital. I have thoughts of working there but think again…I might not want to leave this city! I am not sure if there are good security cameras in the hospital or if its technology is up to date but certainly I saw a PC with flat screen and printer in the MO room! Definitely better than MGH!

What I want the most now is to be able to go online with my mobile phone! But the rate is so expensive……I’m torn in between. Money is another issue! =((

Have you ever made a choice that you later regret but you’ve got to live with it nonetheless? Well, everyone had that, believe it or not. It does not matter what went wrong or how did it happened but what we are going to do about it now!

As for me, many thinks that working in the field of healthcare job, it seems all glorious and so on…but what most people do not realize is the hardship behind the beautifully described job.

Life goes on…no matter how I wish it would end.

=((

Manage to read one book – The Lost Symbol. It’s definitely exciting but not as thrilling as the previous books! If only books can be turned into ebooks with a scanner software, then it’ll be great. Reading is fun but time and commitment is needed to finish one book!

Life is what you make out of. But it will not go far if you have strings attached that holds you back. There are so many things I would like to do and like to have but the strings attached…..needless to say, is holding me back. When can I be set free from all these???

Mixed emotion – head spinning - heart beating – drowning in thoughts – speechless words – unknown actions – what am I doing!!!!

Rawr…..that is sort of my feeling now…I have lists of things to do yet I am procrastinating each of it because I simply want to runaway from reality. What is my reality? My 12-hours work? or sometimes 36hours working life? Is that even called ‘life’?

Who understands…everyone thinks that every work is the same – everyone is ‘getting’ used to the job’s demand and never ending work but in reality, it is not the same at all! that is only words to comfort the fools….but we tend to be fools as we believe that everyone is feeling the same thing…no matter what job they are at.

Pasrah could be a good word to describe it all…

The last time he hoist up a trophy was more than half a year ago. It was Down Under in Melbourne when he became the four-time champion in the so-called Grand Slam of the Asia Pacific.

Heavy trophy!

This is the only title he has won after winning the Grand Slam earlier this year. Would it be a relief? A kind of motivation for the upcoming US Open? I know wife Mirka must be happy for the ‘trophy’ husband. With her huge diamond ring on her finger, I am pretty sure she has some loose diamonds everywhere around too!